The Darkness

Sometimes the dark thoughts almost overcome me. It feels as if I'm going to be dragged down to the depths of the sea. I try to push away the darkness, but it's always there. A constant. Never ending, but always ready to consume me. I cannot release it. I don't want to release it. That frightens me more. I don't want to release the darkness. The evil in my heart. I am become death, the destroyer of worlds.